Moonchild~Beams on you ^___^

Wednesday 28 July 2010

Face my life now

Changes in life varies depends on the path that you choose.... have faith and pray it works out well. As no one will choose it for you but yourself. You born alone face alone it's fact of life. Failure take it as another lesson in life. I used to be afraid of problems especially changes but I realised changes won't happen if we choose not to believe.

As for tonight after a nice dinner happen to chat with a cute fren and the night seems a more calm night and beautiful as it has always been. I raise my head up to that Grand Kampar hotel and the moon is so round and bright shinning with hope.

Things aren't permanent but so far the moon is now always there beside me for comfort.

Tuesday 6 July 2010

JAY CHOU周杰倫 - 說了再見Say Goodbye KTV HQ 《海洋天堂》主題曲

Learning yet another perfect emo songs....LOVING IT! No matter how much brain damage it caused ^.^ *SMILE*

Monday 5 July 2010

The only person I care about

I'm sure...but I do express it in another way but I'm not sure if it's right anymore. As long as de other person is happy, If doesnt want me to talk too much in case dat person disappear again I guess dat insomnia of mine will stay forever with sweet bitter dreams..Dreams that words can't describe... I'm sure.. cuz im jz happy to see dat online "green" status available even though in silence I'm happy...cuz I have things I gota do by August for what I've promised I will do it but will never ever let anyone make me feel doubtful anymore cuz I'm clear it's suppose to be done since many times last year.

I'm not sure it's true but like Matno said sumtimes we need to be cruel in order to be kind so Once I decided dat person not gonna change what I want the way I lead this life. I gotta do something before I regret for life. I don't want to live a life where there is a second thought pop out everyday "What if...?" I don't want that to happen and regret the rest of my life after living another 15 years.. It's AWFUL..

I miss that person everyday every second no matter how busy or quiet I am...
Sigh...yet again. U just gota do what u can to change the future now. I finally realised last few weeks deep in my heart; my decision doesnt connect to anyone or due to any situation cuz the problem is in me and I have to solve it myself before I go Tanjung Rambutan again =.= It's what my heart knows the real answer but do you have the guts to face the reality or bear the impact you might do to others? Or bear no matter what the consequences are, even living in loneliness? I only know one thing...Live life without regrets is what I really want.

Sunday 4 July 2010

Wondering...

Who is this person la....jz add me I also forgot when...den these 2days started to be so active on my other FB wall....but well hope it wont jz create misunderstandin but watever I jz dun care much... more fren r welcome =) Yeah maybe kids r like dat gua. As long as I know it is not da "Wan Ngo Bun" case. I think i'ma kid too right? Lolz

Thursday 1 July 2010

HAW FLAKES

Somethings never change, since I was a kid till now I am still eating this Haw Flakes. In this traditional 10cent coin shape in cantonese they called "San-Cha-Peng". But for the real San Cha you can find them in chinese herbal shop is totally good for health and cure coughin spell if we boile them as soup. ^__^