speck of dust

Emotions can't be played over and over, No regrets and no return, Am nothing but a speck of dust to you, It's ok even there's no one to turn to; I thought your words were real, Seeing a future wonderful rainbow ahead, Had enough of games and heartache, Not gonna let da history repeat, Probably I should have just walk back In the rain back in my own shelter just For your own joy and sunshine ahead, You don't feel it and you can't feel it How much I cherish the way we are, Disappointment... An intolerant person won't even deserve A speck of dust like me. Really.. What do you really want from me? What do you want more from me? When you don't even believe it's true.

Like the way it hurts...

Just gonna stand there and watch me cry.. It's alright cuz I like the way it hurts. Isn't my fault whenever my care was being rejected again n again it hurts.

Monday blue turns to bitter

My day was ruined by a ridiculous argument hell of an early morning a mood spoiler raising voice on me which I hated it so much! Step my tail even encourage me not to work. I was like ur ady long time blacklisted n who r u to raise ur MF voice on me until my flu got worse n voice in revenge got hoarse n a day gone not fit n missed wat I'm suppose to do earning A LIVING!! A person dat discourage wat ur doing for his/her own interest in ONE HELL OF A MF SELFISH PERSON! this will be final with u I'm getting hell out!