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Thursday 16 April 2015

Personal Reflection on The Egg by Andy Weirs

The Egg - short story adaptation by Andy Weir

There are several versions of this story in film but I prefer version better. Well, advisably read the story below would be much more interesting before watching the short clip adaptation!
Can't imagine that the whole time we are interacting to myself and reflect to me all alone we were all one? The time i do know it stays all the time that all the dimensions and different era are repeating itself and living the same time be it now 2015 and 1920, It has never faced out. But certain concept i find it weird but some is true cus why do we have words like Soul mate & 2 become 1? However, life is hard to understand I cant really accept day to day we love, fight, cared, hate, sad for others are actually ourselves all alone? That to me as normal human here find it hard to depict or convince my mind.

The Clip above here is The Egg and below is the whole original story text.

Quote "THE EGG" by Andy Weir
You were on your way home when you died.


It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.
And that’s when you met me.
“What… what happened?” You asked. “Where am I?”
“You died,” I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.
“There was a… a truck and it was skidding…”
“Yup,” I said.
“I… I died?”
“Yup. But don’t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,” I said.
You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. “What is this place?” You asked. “Is this the afterlife?”
“More or less,” I said.
“Are you god?” You asked.
“Yup,” I replied. “I’m God.”
“My kids… my wife,” you said.
“What about them?”
“Will they be all right?”
“That’s what I like to see,” I said. “You just died and your main concern is for your family. That’s good stuff right there.”
You looked at me with fascination. To you, I didn’t look like God. I just looked like some man. Or possibly a woman. Some vague authority figure, maybe. More of a grammar school teacher than the almighty.
“Don’t worry,” I said. “They’ll be fine. Your kids will remember you as perfect in every way. They didn’t have time to grow contempt for you. Your wife will cry on the outside, but will be secretly relieved. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If it’s any consolation, she’ll feel very guilty for feeling relieved.”
“Oh,” you said. “So what happens now? Do I go to heaven or hell or something?”
“Neither,” I said. “You’ll be reincarnated.”
“Ah,” you said. “So the Hindus were right,”
“All religions are right in their own way,” I said. “Walk with me.”
You followed along as we strode through the void. “Where are we going?”
“Nowhere in particular,” I said. “It’s just nice to walk while we talk.”
“So what’s the point, then?” You asked. “When I get reborn, I’ll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences and everything I did in this life won’t matter.”
“Not so!” I said. “You have within you all the knowledge and experiences of all your past lives. You just don’t remember them right now.”
I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. “Your soul is more magnificent, beautiful, and gigantic than you can possibly imagine. A human mind can only contain a tiny fraction of what you are. It’s like sticking your finger in a glass of water to see if it’s hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel, and when you bring it back out, you’ve gained all the experiences it had.
“You’ve been in a human for the last 48 years, so you haven’t stretched out yet and felt the rest of your immense consciousness. If we hung out here for long enough, you’d start remembering everything. But there’s no point to doing that between each life.”
“How many times have I been reincarnated, then?”
“Oh lots. Lots and lots. An in to lots of different lives.” I said. “This time around, you’ll be a Chinese peasant girl in 540 AD.”
“Wait, what?” You stammered. “You’re sending me back in time?”
“Well, I guess technically. Time, as you know it, only exists in your universe. Things are different where I come from.”
“Where you come from?” You said.
“Oh sure,” I explained “I come from somewhere. Somewhere else. And there are others like me. I know you’ll want to know what it’s like there, but honestly you wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh,” you said, a little let down. “But wait. If I get reincarnated to other places in time, I could have interacted with myself at some point.”
“Sure. Happens all the time. And with both lives only aware of their own lifespan you don’t even know it’s happening.”
“So what’s the point of it all?”
“Seriously?” I asked. “Seriously? You’re asking me for the meaning of life? Isn’t that a little stereotypical?”
“Well it’s a reasonable question,” you persisted.
I looked you in the eye. “The meaning of life, the reason I made this whole universe, is for you to mature.”
“You mean mankind? You want us to mature?”
“No, just you. I made this whole universe for you. With each new life you grow and mature and become a larger and greater intellect.”
“Just me? What about everyone else?”
“There is no one else,” I said. “In this universe, there’s just you and me.”
You stared blankly at me. “But all the people on earth…”
“All you. Different incarnations of you.”
“Wait. I’m everyone!?”
“Now you’re getting it,” I said, with a congratulatory slap on the back.
“I’m every human being who ever lived?”
“Or who will ever live, yes.”
“I’m Abraham Lincoln?”
“And you’re John Wilkes Booth, too,” I added.
“I’m Hitler?” You said, appalled.
“And you’re the millions he killed.”
“I’m Jesus?”
“And you’re everyone who followed him.”
You fell silent.
“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.”
You thought for a long time.
“Why?” You asked me. “Why do all this?”
“Because someday, you will become like me. Because that’s what you are. You’re one of my kind. You’re my child.”
“Whoa,” you said, incredulous. “You mean I’m a god?”
“No. Not yet. You’re a fetus. You’re still growing. Once you’ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.”
“So the whole universe,” you said, “it’s just…”
“An egg.” I answered. “Now it’s time for you to move on to your next life.”
And I sent you on your way.:

Monday 13 April 2015

Dear Capricorn, Speak your mind

When we love someone we tend not to filter what our mind speaks... Well i dont too but nowadays speaking out mind seems risky while yeah conversation it os so obviously one sided. I had accumulaye up quite a lot to tell but no chance at all. Somehow dey will be soon oudated frm my brain n dissappear cuz u knew not lile its important to be heard.

Dear Capricorn you are born to follow rules to be stricted in rules u agreed in weather they exists or being created.

Dear Capricorn when u are in love u wilp be loyal madly in love n determined the special love inside u for a lifetime and hate changes. The strong side of you the firmness of you will be shaky and melted away without ypu knowing and left an empty shell. You hold on ur dear life with rules and promises from the oldest pages till your death. You scarificed all the space u have because you believe space is what you have with the love one. You keep yourself grounded shut down from the outside real world waiting and waiting givng all the time u have left only for that special one believing u might hurt your love one tiny ego feelings if ur more social like u used to and believing they will love you more than ever will do da same like we used to.

But here is the turning point when the other person backed out they need their own time and no more identifying their space and time are shared with you..Dear Capricorn no matter how unwilling you are to let go...it is time to let go and go find back yourself where people are amazed n you feel actually existed.

Dear Capricorn probably this is a better way eventhough your heart are still with the good old promised and created old routines where both agreed and love them...but it is no point to remember One sidedly. People r starting to live back the reality and so should you too than being miserable everyday and night reminiscence back the old times and old routines where hearts are fond and sweet. Sweet opposites will be toxic. You are not gonna initiate to meet when you know they just do it for the sake of worry i complained they dont do their part. So therefore they used some "Spare" time like 10 mins before out or after they tired out themselves well dey dont even ask to see you no more. All dey did was hint not lile dey said dey miss you and wanted to see you immediately. They will be too hapi to be true when you were not around so they can feel such relieve and back to their own life.

But...

Dear Capricorn you knew deep down inside you wished things were how they used to be. Meanwhile being the perfectionist you suffered like crazy meeting the changes in life...but u stayed Cool so cool the one you cared does not even tried to melt you anymore. Devastated as you were n being a realist you know yoou have to accept changes. That is to let things go let old things pass unwillingly and lead back your own life with no fear alone.

You were quote surprised people who sees you only part of the day knew your life is an empty and livng all alone. They knew you have parents of course who doesnt know some do understand we shud be grateful but dey know wat makes you leading a loner Capricorn is dat ypur parents are living their own life and world too.. What is left was blood connection amd not really the interaction you need normally daily and plus the one you found in your life doesnt exists in your current place but elsewhwr.

Dear Capricorn you were tough because the people who can see what you were goin through were only acquiantance and they personally told you they cant take the life that you had. They would have died than to have it. I love you Capricorn you are the toughest coolest sign.