When we love someone we tend not to filter what our mind speaks... Well i dont too but nowadays speaking out mind seems risky while yeah conversation it os so obviously one sided. I had accumulaye up quite a lot to tell but no chance at all. Somehow dey will be soon oudated frm my brain n dissappear cuz u knew not lile its important to be heard.
Dear Capricorn you are born to follow rules to be stricted in rules u agreed in weather they exists or being created.
Dear Capricorn when u are in love u wilp be loyal madly in love n determined the special love inside u for a lifetime and hate changes. The strong side of you the firmness of you will be shaky and melted away without ypu knowing and left an empty shell. You hold on ur dear life with rules and promises from the oldest pages till your death. You scarificed all the space u have because you believe space is what you have with the love one. You keep yourself grounded shut down from the outside real world waiting and waiting givng all the time u have left only for that special one believing u might hurt your love one tiny ego feelings if ur more social like u used to and believing they will love you more than ever will do da same like we used to.
But here is the turning point when the other person backed out they need their own time and no more identifying their space and time are shared with you..Dear Capricorn no matter how unwilling you are to let go...it is time to let go and go find back yourself where people are amazed n you feel actually existed.
Dear Capricorn probably this is a better way eventhough your heart are still with the good old promised and created old routines where both agreed and love them...but it is no point to remember One sidedly. People r starting to live back the reality and so should you too than being miserable everyday and night reminiscence back the old times and old routines where hearts are fond and sweet. Sweet opposites will be toxic. You are not gonna initiate to meet when you know they just do it for the sake of worry i complained they dont do their part. So therefore they used some "Spare" time like 10 mins before out or after they tired out themselves well dey dont even ask to see you no more. All dey did was hint not lile dey said dey miss you and wanted to see you immediately. They will be too hapi to be true when you were not around so they can feel such relieve and back to their own life.
But...
Dear Capricorn you knew deep down inside you wished things were how they used to be. Meanwhile being the perfectionist you suffered like crazy meeting the changes in life...but u stayed Cool so cool the one you cared does not even tried to melt you anymore. Devastated as you were n being a realist you know yoou have to accept changes. That is to let things go let old things pass unwillingly and lead back your own life with no fear alone.
You were quote surprised people who sees you only part of the day knew your life is an empty and livng all alone. They knew you have parents of course who doesnt know some do understand we shud be grateful but dey know wat makes you leading a loner Capricorn is dat ypur parents are living their own life and world too.. What is left was blood connection amd not really the interaction you need normally daily and plus the one you found in your life doesnt exists in your current place but elsewhwr.
Dear Capricorn you were tough because the people who can see what you were goin through were only acquiantance and they personally told you they cant take the life that you had. They would have died than to have it. I love you Capricorn you are the toughest coolest sign.
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